Showing posts with label scary. Show all posts
Showing posts with label scary. Show all posts

Friday, February 24, 2012

Guided Visualization

Guided Visualizations

“Abstract Feeling Drawing"

Make yourself comfortable in the chair.  Place both feet flat on the ground and rest your hands in your lap.

If you feel comfortable, you can close your eyes - this may help you to focus easier.

Take a slow, deep, cleansing breath in through your nose.
Completely exhale slowly through your mouth.
(repeat the inhale and exhale three times)

Pay attention to your body.  Notice any emotions that may be most prominent.  Is there any one feeling that is louder than the other feelings you are experiencing right now? Give that feeling your full attention.

Take a slow, deep, cleansing breath in through your nose.
Completely exhale slowly through your mouth.

What color is that feeling? Is it a light or dark color? (pause) I is a bright color or a muted color?

 Is your feeling a solid color is it patterned? (pause)

Allow that feeling-color to fill your torso. (pause) 
Allow that color now to fill up you arms (pause) your legs (pause) and even your head. Even if this is a scary or uncomfortable emotion – feel it.

Know you are safe here.  Feel the full intensity of this emotion.
Take a slow, deep, cleansing breath in through your nose.
Completely exhale slowly through your mouth.

Now, gather your feeling color back into your center, and allow it to take on a shape.  What shape is it? (pause) Does this shape have smooth or sharp edges? (pause)  Is this feeling-shape sationary or is it moving? (pause)

Take a slow, deep, cleansing breath in through your nose.
Completely exhale slowly through your mouth.

You are going to come back to this room now.  When you are ready, and in your own time, open your eyes.

Look at the colors laid out on the table.  Find the color that represents your emotion, and use it to draw the shape that you saw.

Using lines, shapes and colors, draw the color and the shape that you saw during your visualization.”

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Day 44: Turquiose Blue

I had a really weird dream last night....

My little daughter was trapped in what I thought was an air vent. I could hear her but I could not get to her. Than I thought that maybe she was in a alternate dimension, or maybe she was actually dead and I could still hear her voice crystal clearly. I was thinking maybe I was going crazy - maybe no one else could hear her. I felt so helpless and powerless. It was scary.


(This part sounds really silly - like most dreams sound in the light of day)

One of daughter's friend's mother told me that there was a new App for the iPhone. This App changes people in plastic objects. The problem is that once they turn into a plastic object, no one knows which plastic object they have become, and they can't change themselves back because they are only an object. I frantically started looking through the garbage for plastic cups and spoons. I was scared because it really felt like I couldn't find her or save her. It was scary.

This drawing was inspired by that wakey dream. A door opening from the Earth to another dimension. I wonder what that dream means... I am thinking that I see my younger daughter becoming a teenager, and as such, she's pulling away from me. She is changing, and maybe I can't quite reach her. I have to remind myself that when she is driving me crazy, that I would be devastated if she was no longer around. I love little daughter.